Yo guys, it's been forever since my last post isn't it? This is my brother's blog, and I fully aware of that, but let me throw my trash bag here, if it's stay longer in my heart I don't know what will happen. First, sorry for my broken english, it's my third language, but I think I can express my feeling better with english than my original mother languages. It's 2 o'clock in the morning and here i am, sitting like an idiot, thinking about trivial thing that maybe not even a problem for most people in this world. You know that I currently stuck on idoling, you know, 48G stuff and thing. Me and my friend even make a web show about that on youtube, you can see that show by clicking this . We put a lot of efforts, time and money to do this kind of hobby, it's rather expensive, even though it's worth to do. And after all I do for this hobby, where I found a girl, Kinal, that I really like, I feel empty. There is a hollowed space deep down i
